I Ruin In Search Of Meaning; My Labor Is Fruitless

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This song is about a lot of things that have been heavy on my mind the last couple years such as letting people in for them not to react how you expected/wanted, feeling a sense of a higher power and denying it, smoking, being thankful for those who were once part of your life, how others may be detecting my worsening mental status, questioning my time spent here and debating whether or not I should be thankful for the ability to feel. - Zack


Give me a second, let my brain work off this oxygen deprivation
I can swallow all your secrets
But you choked on mine
The sense of holiness is overwhelming
I wish that I could believe it

But you made me feel pretty, it's been lost to the light
Everything is a curse masked by a blessing
My hope's been lost as long as you've been
Is anything really worth the time?
The world will never, ever be mine


from The West Glen, released September 6, 2016



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